Back in school

Hmm. Somehow I haven't thought of blogging in a while.. In the past 2 months, I've had a great time in ny, went home for a whirlwind 7 days, had great fun shopping and eating in hk, and am now back in school once again. I've more or less settled in and adjusted to my workload. It's not ideal, but I can live with it and I can't think of any class to drop at any rate. :) I miss being home though, and the current economic situation is perpetuating my fears that I'd be sans job upon graduation. Luckily, that's not for another 20 months. Hopefully, things will get better by then. I miss being a sophomore. Being a junior feels so.. old. I know there isn't much of a difference, but the idea that I'm now in the second half of my undergraduate education scares the shit out of me cuz I don't seem to know any more about what I want to be doing upon graduation. I definitely know more than when I first came here, but just having more knowledge does not equate to knowing what I want to do with my life..

I'm sitting in econ lecture now.. Going crazy cuz my prof has been going through differentiation since the start of class an hour ago.. This class should be about international economics! People who do not understand calculus should take a calculus class and not force the econ prof to go through simple calculus, wasting precious class time..

I never used to understand why loving someone involves setting them free, but I think I do now. It's all part and parcel of growing up.